
Mariah Carey has revealed she has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The singer has discussed the condition for the first time in a new interview, saying she was first diagnosed with it in 2001 after being hospitalized for a βphysical and mental breakdownβ. Speaking to People, she said: βUntil recently I lived in denial and isolation and in constant fear someone would expose me. It was too heavy a burden to carry and I simply couldnβt do that anymore. I sought and received treatment, I put positive people around me, and I got back to doing what I love β writing songs and making music.β Carey stated that at first, she had thought she was suffering from a βsevere sleep disorderβ, but said what she was going through didnβt feel like βnormal insomniaβ. βI wasnβt lying awake counting sheep,β she said. βI was working and working and working. I was irritable and in constant fear of letting people down. It turns out that I was experiencing a form of mania.β The star explained that her depressive episodes βwere characterized by having very low energyβ. βI would feel so lonely and sad, even guilty that I wasnβt doing what I needed to be doing for my career,β she said.In the interview, she explained that she was suffering from bipolar II, which saw her experience mood changes, but not severe manic episodes like a bipolar I victim. She also said she was speaking out about her diagnosis to help lift the stigma around the condition. βIβm just in a really good place right now where Iβm comfortable discussing my struggles with bipolar II disorder,β she said. βIβm hopeful we can get to a place where stigma is lifted from people going through anything alone. It can be incredibly isolating. It does not have to define you and I refuse to allow it to define me or control me.β